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Friday, August 31, 2012

Merdeka 55 ;')

(sumber:Google Image)

Happy Merdeka Raya to all Malaysian citizens!! 
May this independence day give us a awareness bout
how lucky we are coz still being able to live in this peaceful country's. ^^

-31.Ogos.2012- 
#Merdeka55 

;')

p/s: Kurangkan lah kontroversi wahai rakyat Malaysia. Dah muak tahu muak? -.-


Friday, August 17, 2012

Random

Hari raya hampir menjelang tiba. Semua pun bizi memikirkan apa juadah yang nak dihidangkan pada pagi raya nanti. Rumah jangan cakaplah tiap-tiap hari kemas. Langsir, cadar pe sume mesti nak kena tukar. Perabut, lantai, tingkap, kipas semua nak kena lap. Rumput kat luar tu pun dah siap mesin dah siap karuk semuanya. Pelita pun dah siap pasang keliling rumah. Bunga api, mercun pun tak kurang jugak. Baju raya pun mesti dah siap-siap tergantung tu hah tinggal nak pakai jer. Kasut raya pulak selagi tak selesai berdandan pagi raya nanti selagi tulah dok tersimpan kat dalam kotak tu lagi kan kan kan. 

Tak lupa jugak pasal kuih raya. Selalunya tengah malam raya barulah nak isi dalam balang pasal lengah tengok tv. Almaklumlah, time tu banyak cerita best2. hihi. Sebab tu lah malam raya mesti tido lambat. Plus saudara mara sume berkumpul. Tido ramai2. Ada yang kt dalam bilik, ada yang kat ruang tamu, ada yang kat dapur. Sesak ya, sampai nak lalu pun susah. Cucu2 perempuan yang mana dah jarang jumpa hahh time tu lah bantai bergossip, gelak2 sampailah lelap. hahaha

Tapi, yang paling tak suka bila kena marah dengan Puan. Seteresss okay. Ade jer yang tak kena. Pantang kami lengah sikit mulalah sound itu ini. erghh. tension tahap dewa. Yang mana pandai mengelat tu nasib lah. Kadang-kadang rasa tak sabar nak abes raya. haha. malas nak layan orang. malas nak cemas2. malas. tahu malass? -.-

p/s: baju raya tahun ni kaler merah. tak lawa langsung. give up sebab banyak yang cun2 tp takde saiz. ok, pasrah. 


Good Night! 

Saturday, August 11, 2012

Ku ingin kau tahu..

Ku ingin kau tahu.. diri ku disini menanti diri mu.. biar pun ku harus tunggu hingga hujung waktu.. diri ini akan sentiasa menunggu mu sahaja... dan izinkan akuuu... aicececece. tetiba cam nak jenjiwang pulak malam nih. wahaha. sajaknye kau pontimoon. kihkih.

Disebabkan dah lama sangat tak mengupdate blog yg tak berapa nak hidup ni hah, seriau dibuatnya. kihkih. nak kesah ape ye dak? bukan ade orang baca pun. kalau ade pun bukan aku tak kenal. hakhak. peace kepada anda yang mengenali tu. kalau jumpa jangan nak bebahan gua sangat eh. sulaaaa kang. ngahaha.

Eh pejam celik dah nak dekat raya. cepat betul masa berlalu. sedih rasanya nak tinggalkan bulan yang mulia ni, entah tahun depan ade lagi ke tak. tanya kat diri apa yg kita dah lakukan sepanjang Ramadhan? solat fardhu cukup tak? tarawikh? berapa surah yang dibaca dalam sehari? Ya Allah.. ;((

* sama-sama muhasabah diri *


p/s: banyak sebenarnya benda yang gua nak luahkan tapi gua simpan sikit untuk hari esok. thihihii. okay, sape yang cengeng tu jangan sesebok nak layan video kat bawah ni hahh. 










Sunday, July 8, 2012

Tiap kali..

Tiap kali saya sedih saya mesti nak call mak. Walaupun dah takde benda nak cakap dengan mak tapi saja je cari topik yang boleh berborak lagi dengan mak. Kadang-kadang kalau mak takde kat umah, saya cakap dengan puan(nenek) saya je. Bertanya macam-macam kat puan sampai puan membebel buat saya gelak. Lepas tu saya tak sedar airmata ni meleleh. Lepas tu baru saya letak. Itulah yang terjadi tiap kali saya nak hilangkan sedih. Ya, tiap kali...




La Tahzan..
=')

Friday, June 22, 2012

Berjaga Malam..



Dah jam 6.18 am.. 
sedang menunggu detik 7.00 am untuk 
mendaftar bilik bagi sem depan..

(T_________T)




Thursday, June 14, 2012






I wonder..





Tuesday, June 12, 2012

:')




I will never regret you, or say that I wish I'd never met you, 

because once upon a time, you were exactly what

 I wanted & needed.

:')


Good Luck for Final Exam !



Chaiyokkk!
=)

Monday, June 11, 2012

Rapuh.



Detik waktu terus berjalan
Berhias gelap dan terang
Suka dan duka
Tangis dan tawa
Tergores bagai lukisan

Seribu mimpi berjuta sepi
Hadir bagai teman sejati
Di antara lelahnya jiwa
Dalam resah dan air mata
Ku persembahkan kepadaMu
Yang terindah dalam hidupku

Meski ku rapuh dalam langkah
Kadang tak setia kepadaMu
Namun cinta dalam jiwa
Hanyalah padaMu

Maafkanlah bila hati
Tak sempurna mencintaiMu
Dalam dada ku harap hanya
Dirimu yang bertakhta

Detik waktu terus berlalu
Semua berakhir padaMu



Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Married or not you should read this...

“When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.


Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn’t want anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month’s time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month’s duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife’s divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don’t tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn’t looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn’t tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it’s time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn’t noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office…. jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind…I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn’t value the details of our lives, not because we didn’t love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed -dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push through with the divorce.— At least, in the eyes of our son—- I’m a loving husband….

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.

So find time to be your spouse’s friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!


_______________________________________________________________-

*seriously, my tears cant stop fallin when im reading this story*

so please please please,
apreciate your beloved one.
=')

Sincerely,
Me. 


Sadness.





Do i need to tell everyone that im not okay?


Tuesday, February 14, 2012

I write...


I write..
Just for the sake of writing
because it heals my wounds..
those which are deep
but cannot be shown to the world..
those keep bleeding for days
searching for ways
to forgive and forget..
lost in a world of friends
who love me 
for i am always smiling
who love me
because they dont have any hint
of the heart is aching.
to cover up in a smile
whatever is troubling inside..


S I L E N C E


I could feel the cold air slapping my face.

The cold drops were like bullets to my hot skin.

There was a silence all around me..


*now i feel like wanna screaming*
      ____(T_____T)____




A feeling.


Billion of butterflies dance in my stomach
everytime your eyes meet mine.
Every little thing that you do makes me want to hold you, 
and everytime i look at you is like the very first time.
As days go by my love for you grows.
I love you more
 than yesterday
and
 less than
 tomorrow.

________________________________________

Sincerely,
Melati.






Monday, February 13, 2012

What a night!


''Kringgggg... Kringggggggggg...''

Dia tersentap, lalu bingkas bangun meninggalkan katilnya..

"Hello, Assalamualaikum........''

''tett.. tettt... tettt...''

**panggilan terputus**

''pappp!!..''

Dengan wajah kehairanan dia meletakkan telefon ke ganggang.

''hmmm, siapa pulak yang telefon pagi2 nihh..''

Dia berlalu dengan langkah yang agak perlahan.

''kalau penting, mesti die call balik. hmm, cepatlah call sebelum aku masuk bilik nih''

**tiada panggilan**

Tubuh direbahkan diatas katil sambil menyelimut tubuhnya.
Sedang asyik melayan khayalan ke alam mimpi, tiba-tiba...


''tritt.. trittt.. trittttt''

**alarm kereta berbunyi**

Dia berasa cemas, lalu membuka tingkap bilik dan melihat sekitar kawasan tersebut.

''tiada siapa2, tapi kenapa alarm keta bebunyi pulak nih, haishhh''

Sekali lagi dia merebahkan tubuhnya diatas katil tetapi kali ini perasaannya benar-benar tidak sedap sehingga dia sukar untuk melelapkan mata.
Selang beberapa minit kemudian, dia bangun dan menutup tingkapnya serapat yang mungkin serta menurunkan langsir supaya dapat menutupi cermin tingkap tersebut.

**dan dia melabuhkan tirai**

____________________________________________________________________________


What a night!

Hmmm...

(('' ."))








Saturday, February 11, 2012

Today was a fairytale. *i wish*

Jam menunjukkan angka 10.50 pagi. Keadaan cahaya matahari yang semakin meninggi jelas terpancar didalam bilik itu Kelihatan sebatang tubuh yang dibaluti selimut tebal sedang tertangkup diatas katil yang bersaiz king. Terdapat sebuah komputer riba yang masih bernyawa disampingnya seolah-olah menjadi peneman dikala tirai dilabuhkan. 


''ahh, panasnya..'' (sambil membuka mata dan tangan meraba-raba sekitar katil)


hishh, mana pegi hp nih. aduyaiii... =='... laa kat bawah badan aku rupanya. Hahaha.


Sudah menjadi kebiasaan, benda pertama yang akan dilakukan selepas terjaga daripada tidur adalah mencari telefon bimbit kesayangannya. Hal ini kerana, dia khuatir akan bangkit lewat pagi dan mendatangkan seribu satu bebelan daripada Ibu dan Bapanya yang tercinta.


''HAAAAAAAAAA gilerr lamenye tdooo!!!'' (dengan cemas bangkit dan mengemas katilnya dengan segera)


''mak oiii lambat ea bangun, mentang-mentang mak takde, dasar pemalassss!!!'' (sindir adik lelakinya yang sedang menonton tv sejurus melihat dia keluar daripada bilik)


**yess! baru teringat mak abah xde**


''ehh kau plak!! bia ahh! ni pesal tak kemas umah lagi ni? aduyaiii. boleh plak kau tgk tv''
(sambil menjeling)


''Eh ail dah karuk sampah kat luar okeh!! dalam umah ni kau la plak kemas! senang je hidup kau''
(dak od menjawab dengan nada sinis)


**cisss!!..**


''eleh tu pun nak berkira, cuti sekolah bukan nak tolong, eh selalu tu aku yang kemaslahh!!''
(sambil bergerak ke dapur)




***************************************

.. ''od, sape yang beli nasi lemak ngan lontong nih?''..(sambil bukak bungkusan)

''abang ery lahh, sape lagii''(dak od menjawab)

''eh pit kau nak goreng telur eh?gorengkan ail skali'' 

..''kau nak separuh masak ke ape??'..' (dia bertanya kepada adiknya)

''masak-masaklahh, eh dah masak ke tu? nampak cam tak masak jerr''

..''dah laaa, dah lama dah nihh, cepat ahh bak piring''..


***********************************************

'' jap lagi ail nak kua dengan kawan ail, nak pegi beli buku jap''

..''yoyo oh je nak cari buku, dengan sape lah tu haihh. kau bawa keta ke?''..

''dengan kawan ail lah bbudak form 6, nek keta kawan ail jap lagi die datang amik''

..''eh pesal tak bawa keta sendiri? boleh aku ikut''...

''mak abah tak kasi lahh''

..''err ok''..==''

''pit, kau nak masak lauk ape rini?''

..''ntahlah, sambal sardin kott''...

''hmmm.. masak ah lauk telur masak kicap''

...''tengokah camne''...

**aik, telur masak kicap je??bia betul!!**


*********************************************

Suasana diseluruh isi rumah agak sunyi. Dia mula mencari bahan untuk memasak didapur. Pada mulanya menu yang ingin dimasak ialah sambal sardin, tetapi setelah dia mengetahui adiknya ingin benar menjamu telur masak kicap dia pun mula menghiris segala bahan seperti halia, bawang putih, bawang merah dan menumbuk lada hitam. 

**ok dah siap sume bahan, hmm..tinggal cili api jerr**

''eh mana plak cili api ni haaa.. takkan abes kottt adoiii'' (sambil memunggah peti sejuk)

**hairan, biasanya cili api banyak je dalam peti ais, tak kan mak lupa kot nak topup?kerr, aku yang banyak abeskan.. wuwuwuuwu**

''hai nampaknye gua kenalah pegi cari sekeliling umah nihh''(sambil menyarung selipar dibelakang umah)

**mananye pokok cili, haii malu ahh kampung takde pokok cili oiii, jangan ahh takde wehh**

''sedihh glerr dolll''(sambil pandang sekeliling umah)

****************************************

Dia memasuki rumah dengan perasaan hampa. Secara tidak sengaja matanya melirik kearah sebuah kerusi. Diatas kerusi itu terpadat satu bungkusan yang berisi kuewteow yang belum digoreng. Maka, dia membuat keputusan untuk menggoreng kuewteow tersebut lalu menyimpan kembali bahan-bahan yang telah disiapkan tadi kedalam peti sejuk. Setelah selesai menyiapkan makanan mereka pada hari ini, dia mula mengemas kembali dapur dan menyapu dibelakang rumah. Diangkatnya satu persatu bakul yang jatuh ke lantai tanpa berfikir apa-apa. Tiba-tiba...


''AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA'' 

(sambil berlari meninggalkan tempat kejadian tersebut)

''bodohnya katak! besar nak mamposss!! bodoh betul!!!'' 

(sambil mengurut dada)

******************************************
T___________________T

The End.


-H O M E  A L O N E-


Good Night,
Have a sweet dream,
Melati.










Thursday, February 9, 2012

=(


Sebenarnya tujuan blog ni diwujudkan bukan sebab nak orang baca. cuma saja nak buat suka-suka untuk diri sendiri jer. tapi disebabkan kawan-kawan lain pandai stalker ntah macam mana diorg boleh jumpa. ahhhhh!! 
M A L U!!
rasa cam tak nak hidup pun ada.
T________T
so sekarang nak mulakan balik. 
seyes down giler skg nihh.
rasa terbantut je bila nak tulis sesuatu tu.
ahh sedih ahh, kecewa gilerr kena kutuk ngn adik sendiri.
benda yang paling menyedihkan okay.
pengubatnya, gelak jelah bila orang tegur.



seyes sedih ah weiiii............


Tuesday, February 7, 2012

sakit kepala tak hilang-hilang dan mula rasa bosan dengan diri sendiri.

#loya tekak nak muntah#
T_________________T

Dear someone..

I miss how you cared for me, 
how you always make my day, 
how you used to cheer me up, 
and how you make me feel protected. 
so dont let me waiting too long. 
because i miss u sosososo badly.. 


*at least leave me a message once for a while*
i couldnt ask for more
=(




Saturday, February 4, 2012

When people hurt you over and over again. 
Think of them like a sand paper and you as a wood.
 They may scratch and hurt you a bit.. 
But in the end.. 
you end up polished 
and they end up 
useless.

Salam Maulidur Rasul.. =)




*********

 Marilah berselawat keatas Junjungan kita, Nabi Muhammad S.A.W.
---*(TI____IT)*---


Thursday, February 2, 2012

Tears&Me Never End.

i think, im not good enough for u.
 im not a perfect gf that u're looking for. 
yeah, im trying a lot to be a better one.
 but seems like its doesnt worth. 
pity on u coz having a messy life with me. 
im not good enough. go find others.
 i noe u still can smile without me.
dun wry obout me. 
 its alrite, im used to be like this. 
bcause
tears&me never end.
:') 

---------------------------------------------------

-just remember that-

Melati's drama. 
2012.

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

A lesson in psychology.

When someone laughs too much,
Even on stupid things,
Be sure that person is sad deep inside…
When someone sleeps a lot,
Be sure that person is lonely..
When someone does not talk much,
and if she talks, she talks fast,
Be sure the person keeps secrets…
When someone cannot cry,
Be sure that person is weak…
When someone eats in an abnormal way,
Be sure that person is always in tension…
and finally..
When someone asks about u,
Although that person may be busy..!
Be sure that someone loves u…!

******************

what do you think? 
('',)

Only Hope.

There's a song that's inside of my soul. 
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again 
I'm awake in the infinite cold. 
But you sing to me over and over and over again. 


Sing to me the song of the stars. 
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again. 
When it feels like my dreams are so far 
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again. 


I give you my destiny. 
I'm giving you all of me. 
I want your symphony, singing in all that I am 
At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back. 

So I lay my head back down. 
And I lift my hands and pray 
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours 
I pray, to be only yours 
I know now you're my only hope. 



***********
yeah, only hope 
perhaps.
T___T

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Appreciate.


Sometimes 
you will never know
 the true value of 
a MOMENT 
until it becomes
 a MEMORY.




Monday, January 30, 2012

Agreed!


When life start feeling a bit too serious
Find someone you can giggle with!

********
Why so serious??
Thats why Allah ciptakan orang 3suku 
Just like me! 
Hehehe

*Melati-3suku*
Chill bebehh!! 
;)



Sunday, January 29, 2012

Adorable.



*kecantikan bukan hanya pada rupa*
-dia telah membuktikannya-

Yunalis Zarai,
I love you!

=)


Thursday, January 26, 2012



I'm the type of girl 
who can be so hurt 
but still look at you & smile 
and is willing to brighten your day 
even if I can't brighten my own.


Wednesday, January 25, 2012


A bestfriend 
is someone who still wants to be your friend 
no matter what people say 
about you. 




Dont cry over the past, 
its gone.
 Dont stress about the future, 
it hasn't arrived. 
Live in the present 
and make it 
beautiful. 

=)

-Diary for My Future Husband-

Yeah, ''Diary for My Future Husband'' in the making yaww~hehe
Actually, dh sekian lama plan nak buat tapi asik bertangguh. lagipun, memandangkan usia yang semakin tak berapa nak remaja sangat ni tu yang agak dah semakin serius dalam hidup. kalau bercinta dah taknak main-main dah. kalau belajar pun dah taknak amik mudah dah. its like a beginning of me. so bila nak buat something yang agak bodoh pun dah pandai fikirkan tentang future husband & anak-anak kelak (mak abah ofcoz). kritikal? Haha. agaklahhh. cubalah korang fikir, bercinta kalau setakat nak main-main buat apa? buang masa, tenaga, duit lagii. haishh. untuk apa kalau bukan niat tu untuk serius? usia kita bukannye lagi muda. mana tahu, sekarang yelah nak main-main kann. sampai satu tahap anda betul-betul nak kawen nanti dah takde plak calon yang betul-betul sesuai nak buat bini&suami. hahh, tak ke satu kesentapan disitu. ingatlah, dunia ni bulat macam roda. sekali kita dah permainkan orang. tak mustahil orang lain akan mainkan kita. jadi jangan sesekali buat orang okay? 

Kalau rasa tak serius  dan tak bersedia nak bagi komitmen baik let go je dia. dan sesiapa yang masih sayangkan ex bf&gf dan masih mahukan dia dalam hidup anda, jangan sesekali bagi ruang pada orang lain. at least kena make sure relationship tu betul-betul dah berakhir. sebab sekali seseorang itu dah buka pintu hatinya untuk orang lain, kemungkinan untuk dia berpatah balik adalah sangat tipis. tapi apa-apa pun, jangan berhenti berusaha okay. kelak nanti tak menyesal seumur hidup. Ingatlah, dalam hidup ni Allah akan temukan kita dengan seseorang yang sangat baik untuk kita tetapi jika kita tidak menghargainya, jangan hairan jika suatu hari nanti dia pergi tinggalkan kita. time tu jangan nak menuding jari je yer. :D

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Dear, awak. tak kiralah siapa-siapa pun awak. saya nak awak tahu semua isi hati saya, dengan siapa saya berkawan, berapa kali saya jatuh cinta, banyak mana saya kecewa. 
saya nak awak tahu semua perasaan saya sebelum kita dinikahkan. semuaaaaanyaaaaaaa!!! 
^^

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selagi kita tak diijabkabulkan,
i will write for u.
InsyaAllah.

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**prefer diari yang bewarna putih kosong.
sebab senang nak lukis dan kaler-kaler dengan pensel warna.^^





-ChristinaPerri-
The Lonely
*layan* 






The lonely~



2 a.m., where do I begin?
Crying off my face again
The silent sounds of loneliness
Wants to follow me to bed

I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most
I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well

Dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you?
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Let you go and let the lonely in to take my heart again

Too afraid to go inside
For the pain of one more loveless night
But the loneliness will stay with me
And hold me 'til I fall asleep

I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most
I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well

Dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you?
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Let you go and let the lonely in to take my heart again

Broken pieces of
A barely breathing story
Where there once was love
Now there's only me and the lonely...





#its okay, i will be okay someday. 




Sunday, January 22, 2012

Disebalik Rahsia Cinta.


Pertemuan ini bagaikan terbuka
Satu rahsia didalam rahsia
Ketika kita sama dikota cinta
Kenikmatan pengabdian yang suci


Dan di waktu itu kau dan aku satu
Berlindung di dalam kebesaran
Tiada kenal erti perpisahan
Penuh restumu oh Tuhan…


Dan kini kita terbuang di awangan
Terpisahlah dari kenyataan
Lalu ada yang terlupa pada perjanjian
Kerna leka dengan kepalsuan


Tersesat kita dalam perjalanan
Kau dan aku kini bertemu kembali
Menunaikan perjanjian sejati
Dalam suka duka jauh terpisah
Terbukalah rahsia cinta..

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-Selamat Malam-

Saturday, January 21, 2012

Bulan ditutup Awan.


Wahai janji setia sudah diucapkan
Aduh kata bersumpah telah ku padukan
Kini engkau pergi jauh membawa diri
Tinggal daku seorang dalam sunyi sepi


Nun bulan ditutup awan
Terkenang hati bertambah rawan

Wahai jikalau ku tahu janji mu palsu
Tentu tidak ku turut sedari dahulu

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Such a nice lyrics.

Friday, January 20, 2012

6 years in LOVE.

Hye guys, lets share something here.
=)
The day after my final exam is over,
i've been watching a korean movie.
i'll bet if u're hear the tittle u must be so exciting 
I guess!!
Haha.
Here we go.

-6 Years in Love-




It was about a man and a woman who had been dating for 6 years. They lived next door from each other. Each of them had good career. After dating for several years, their relationship started becoming less romantic. They grew out bored of each other. Then, the man started cheated on her and so did she. They broke up once they found out that they weren’t happy with each other anymore. After several years, this couple met again when they were looking for a house to buy. In the end, they realized that they still loved one another and got back together again.


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This movie was not like other typical korean dramas that are often too good to be true.
so everyone can relate to the story.


-Go watch it-

Sinerely,
Melati.







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