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Monday, December 5, 2011

Hello everybody!!!

Hello everybody!!!




im in pain..



Did you noticed that?!



give me some medicine.. Please!


Ohh!!!!
no one could understand 
cause im just dying inside..





*brokenheart*

Sometimes i wish i could say..... ..... ..

Miss
You

**********************


did u miss me?
nope?
ok, Then.
Thank you.

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Fifteen days without you...!!

fifteen days without you,
makes me feels like 
wanna run away..


wanna run from
selfish
annoying
people..


i justt wanna back home
NOW...


it hurts..

*Thankyou.
  (TI___TI) 


Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Back to December..

I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life? Tell me how's your family.
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier than ever,
We small talk, work and the weather,
Your guard is up and I know why.
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.


So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night,"
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I go back to December all the time.


These days I haven't been sleeping,
Staying up, playing back myself leavin'.
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times,
I watched you laughing from the passenger side.
Realized that I loved you in the fall.


And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was "Goodbye".


So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.


I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile,
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night --
The first time you ever saw me cry.


Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming,
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right.


I'd go back in time and change it but I can't.
So if the chain is on your door I understand.


But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December...
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realize what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind


I go back to December all the time.
All the time.

-1122011-

Just a dream..

sometimes, 
when your heart say 
'enough'
it truly means. 

this is what we call 
'tawar hati'.

Thanks for those who make me feel like this.
peace be upon you.




Thursday, November 3, 2011

Realize

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

[Chorus:]
If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And will never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

[V2:]
Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by

But I can't spell it out for you,
No its never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you.

[Chorus:]
If you just realize what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other but.

[V3:]
It's not the same
No it's never the same
If you don't feel it to.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

[Chorus:]
If you just realize what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
Just realize what I just realized

If you just realize what I just realized

Oh

Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now

Realize
Realize
Realize 



******
so please ya?



*i love the lyrics*
:)

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

P A D A N M U K A ! ! !

Malam.. gelap, sunyi, sepi. seram pun ada. tapi mata, masih tak mengantuk. hmmm, nak pergi ke toilet.
tapi kurang keberanian a.k.a takut. salah sendiri, rumet ajak pergi ke toilet tadi tak mahu. bertangguh,
leka je dengan youtube, facebook, dan assignment sebagai sisipan..
ermm, nak buat apa ya? ohh, baju untuk bengkel seni lakon esok tak gosok lagi. terus bukak almari, cek satu persatu. hmm, baju apa ya nak pakai? okayy, tangan terus mencapai baju kurung moden warna hitam.
lepas tu, tangan terus merentap beg plastik bersaiz besar yang berisi tudung. nak match kan dengan tudung warna kelabu, cari punya cari tak jumpa. bukan takde tudung kelabu yang lain, tapi dah itu yang paling best. hmm, ohhh!! baru teringat. laaaaaa.. tak basuh lagi!!!! ada kat aras bawah, depan mesin. tengah tunggu turn lagiiiii. rasa nak je pegi amik then basuh guna tangan tapiiiiii!!! T A K U T!!! huhuhuhu~

alamatnya, tunggu azan subuhlah yerrr. barulah riuh sikit block ni dengan orang kua masuk toilet nak amik wuduk. huhuhu~ T____T

Sampan kotak hilir mudik 
Dayung patah galah sebatang 
Ikhtiar tidak datang menggolek 
Akal tidak datang melayang.


Tuesday, November 1, 2011

dan dia pulang~



jam menunjukkan pukul empat petang . kelihatan rumetku sedang leka melayan rancangan tv ''Nenek Kebaya''  di saluran aasyik tv. hmmm. 

*patutlah asyik bebenau* , getus hatiku . haha

aku bingkas bangun . untuk mengemas katil. seperti biasa, aku menurunkan bantal, selimut, teddy bear dan dua patung kesayangan aku di atas lantai . hihihi. lepas dah kibas tilam, dah pasang cadar kemas2 barulah aku naikkan semula atas katil. macam tulah rutin harian aku sepanjang hari kat sini, kat UKM tercinta ni. ==''

bergegas ke toilet nak pergii mandi. alamak!! baru teringat baju kat dalam mesin lupa nak amik. 

''okay, lepas mandi karanglah amik''  sambil meneruskan perjalanan ke toilet. 

                    *******************************************

Fuhhh, lega . katil dah kemas, baju dah jemur, lantai dah sapu . woww bersihh wooo. tetiba je mata ni terhenti di atas meja. alamakkk!!! dua cawan bersaiz besar dan kecil sedang menanti untuk dimandikan. T___T
okayyy, sabarr dan sambung bukak laci dan amik sabun axion. pergi ke toilet. jangan malas-malas. *motivasi utk diri sendiri* ==''

keluar je toilet, tetiba cam rasa ada yang sedang mengiring. *mcm artis la plok* kihkihkih. 
toleh je, lahhh . si pazureen rupanya. Haha. 


dia nak balik kamunting dah. skip lima kelas. slumber gilerrrrrrrr. kan? kan? kan? ==''..
kami berpelukan, dan tetiba plak hati ni rasa sayu. sedihh. sunyi. huhuhu. T___T
*xpe, nanti jumaat ni aku pulak balik* . saja nak sedapkan hati sendiri. Hahaha. 


Kalau ada sumur di ladang,

Boleh saya menumpang mandi.
jika ada umur yang panjang,
Boleh kita berjumpa lagi.



- selamat bercuti wahai sahabat, semoga selamat sampai-









Mendung luar dalam tak nampak.

Orang Melayu naik perahu 
Sedang berdayung hujan gerimis 
Hancur hatiku abang tak tahu 
Mulut tertawa hati menangis.

Petang . dan cuaca gelap . aku duduk bersendirian didalam bilik yang bernombor 10-213 .  
hendak ke kelas . tapi kelas batal . alamatnya, terperaplah aku . malas hendak ke library . 
malas nak pergi cari makan. 

*kan best kalau ada kereta*  tiba-tiba hati kecil ni bersuara . 

haishh, manusia sememangnya tak pernah bersyukur. 2buah bas setiap setengah jam . kau nak pe lagi?



*muhasabah diri sebentar*

Monday, January 17, 2011

Kosong.

Kamu 
seperti hantu
Terus menghantuiku
Ke mana pun tubuhku pergi
Kau terus membayangi aku
Salahku biarkan kamu
Bermain dengan hatiku
Aku tak bisa memusnahkan
Kau dari pikiranku ini

Di dalam keramaian aku masih merasa sepi
Sendiri memikirkan kamu
Kau genggam hatiku
Dan kau tuliskan namamu
Kau tulis namamu
Tubuhku ada di sini
Tetapi tidak jiwaku
Kosong yang hanya kurasakan
Kau telah tinggal di hatiku..



:')









Sunday, January 16, 2011

kali pertama.

Apa guna pasang pelita 
Jika tidak dengan sumbunya 
Apa guna bermain kata 
Kalau tidak dengan sungguhnya.

Alhamdulillah, rajin juga saya menyambung blog yang sudah terbengkalai sejak sekian lama ni. Atas desakan kawan-kawan yang teringin benar nak baca blog saya. Almaklumlah mereka semua rata-rata dah ada blog mereka sendiri. hihihi. *saja nak stalker lah tu* Haha. Hmmm, sorry kawan-kawan. bukan tak mahu share, tapi bagi saya sebelum nak share sesuatu dengan orang tu biarlah saya benar-benar bersedia sebab pada saya kalau nak ada blog sendiri ni kenalah rajin dan gigihh. *tapi masalahnya saya tak macam tu. Hahhaha. Apapun, saya anggap ni satu detik permulaan utk saya jadi R A J I N & G I G I H. Yeyehhhhhh!!!!! 


*harap perubahan ini bukan sekadar dibibir sahaja. Peace!! =) 




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